Hey peoples. how's it going?
I don't really know if anyone actually will read this but imma just talk anyways...
Right, so im gonna start off by saying, im a dude, 17 years old and I live in Ireland.
Basically, I started this blog to vent stuff that im not comfortable telling people I know in real life for fear of embarrasment. I'm an extremely shy and self-conconcious person. I'm overweight, very small and not the best looking person. So obviously im not good with girls :L.
Anyways, i'll get to the point...lately I can't sleep. I'm thinking about this girl I know and I really like her. She's two years younger than me though and I'm really good friends with her brother. They are both extremely friendly and enjoy being around both of them. This girl, we aaren't good friends but we are friends and talk to eachother every so often. But to be honest, I want us to be more than friends.
Though, I don't know what will happen if I tell her i like her. First off, I don't think i'll ever have the courage, I don't know if she feels the same about me, plus we rarely see each other in person so sometimes it's a little awkward when we meet. but don't get me wrong! I love every minute I spend with/around/talking to her.
But im afraid also that it may harm our friendship if i tell her how i feel. And i also fear that her brother won't be happy about this arrangement either :(.
3 am here and I can't sleep thinking about it -_- what should I do........
well, im gonna try and work out to lose some of my weight so im a little more pleasing to look at. lol. I'm also gona try and make an effort to talk to her more than I used to in the hopes that we may get to know each other better.
Wish me luck. Il try to update this as often as possible and keep you up to date on my progress.
